"I want to take it all back, everything. Everything. I want to rewind us, back to the day after I met you, when you killed the cabbie for me and we went for a Chinese and we got back to the flat so very late. You were very slightly drunk, giddy from the lingering adrenaline of the shot and from the drink you’d had at the restaurant. And the flat was new, so you didn’t know where the light switch was yet. You walked in before I did, and you fumbled for the switch, and you giggled about being unable to find it, and it was dark, only the lights from the street through the window, and I wanted to press you against the wall and kiss you, taste the laughter on your lips, drink your adrenaline, make you mine. I should have done that. I want to rewind us and I want to do that."
the Letters series, Earlgreytea68